“My tears , Your fault”
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
no point
Saturday, November 13, 2010 || 5:26 AM
Currently: Stress + Headache
Oh dear, my blog is like super dead.
Well, life hasn't been good lately.
Today's hys birthday and I didn't even wish hym.
What he did will only make me loathe hym more, idiot.
Everyone says he loves me but that's not true at all.
The fact is, he doesn't want and need me in hys lyfe anymore. *sobsob*
` If he only knew how much I love hym.
)'=
Labels: holding on
That's what
Wednesday, October 27, 2010 || 2:31 AM
I'm PROMOTED to Sec 4! *yeay*
Super excited w the news! Well yesterday something happened.
Cause of that something, I didn't attend school today.
Just called KFP and glad to hear that he's fine.
My phone was confiscated by the guy who pissed me off!
Internet is all I have now to contact my bbygs and friends.
Can call them using house phone but idk their numbers. *hahah*
I'm sorry LynnHunneh I can't meet you today.
Hope the problems Gail and Joanne had yesterday was settled.
Cecilia, DON'T QUIT SCHOOL LA PLEASE!
Heard news that some of my MJRians dropped/retained. Feel sad for them. Especially Didi.
Those who retain, please don't be so stupid to quit school. -.-
I'd prefer you guys take private schooling.
Well, good luck telling your parents about your results. (=
Those who did well, you should be proud.
Those who didn't, it's not the end of the world yet.
`Senyum-senyum selalu.
Labels: my heart is
ive gotta let go of him
Friday, October 22, 2010 || 1:29 AM
Empty frames, pictures torn apart. No goodnight kisses anymore. Goodbye sweetie, now I have to go. Do remember me. You've got the whole world ahead of you. Dont waste it. I'm sorry I didnt say goodbye. I'm sorry that I made you cry. I'll make it up to you if I have the chance to. You were there for me when nothing seems to be right and when life was being unfair. You were there for me at busy hours, and at times you were asleep. You did everything you could to just be there for me. Thank you god for sending an angel. And I know, I have to give him back to you. The angel you sent me has done his part. He loved me, took care of me, be there for me. There's nothing more that I'm asking for. I realize, he has his own life. I ain't gonna be selfish. I will give him freedom. I will let go of him. I admit, it's tough. Letting go is one of the hardest challenge you gave me. I'm sorry I've hurt your angel. I promise to never hurt him again after I've let him go. He has guided me all along. I'm thankful for that. Please let him know that I love him more than he knows. )`=
Labels: somehow
You have to
Friday, October 8, 2010 || 4:43 AM
This is the exact scene. )`;
I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. You know why? Cause whenever I hurt you, I feel even hurt. The feeling of guilt is coming back. I don't know why. It's the first time you're like this. I know you're gonna leave me soon. I just know. You didn't find me. You didn't text me. I mean, you're not as worried cause you're used to it. I know you're sick and tired of my fucking attitude. But it's just that, whenever I feel guilty, I'll think of leaving you so that I won't hurt you anymore. You keep saying that you're happy when I'm with you. But is that true? I don't know cause everyone can lie. Promises are meant to be broken. I want you. I want to be with you. But I keep hurting you. It fucking hurts me more you know. You're giving up on me. I can feel it. Hope you find a better girl. I'm sorry.
Labels: loathe me
i wish
Saturday, October 2, 2010 || 3:35 AM
Exams have starteeeeeeeeeedd.!
First paper was last Thursday, EL Paper 1&2.
Friday was MT Paper 1&2.
Monday & Tuesday no exams.
Wednesday I'm not sure what paper. Hah.
Okeyh sampai di sini saje.
Byee. (=
Labels: i wount retain
IT'S 2ND OCTOBER
|| 2:51 AM
Omgggggggggggggg.!
My blog is lykee supahh DEAD! Pft.
Okeyh let's talk about yesterday.
Ejat, Ham, Atyn and KFP came to my house for rayee. Didi paitao. Hmpft.
KFP kesian. Kene lecture ngan my dad. *hahah*
Last last, Daddy likes KFP! They gossiped A LOT about me! So obvious!
Trust me, GUYS GOSSIP MORE THAN GIRLS.! :DD
` You got stuck on my head like my favourite song
You put the love on pause but it still plays on
Labels: ('=
Goodbye
Sunday, September 19, 2010 || 2:05 AM
Yessaahh.!
Taq jady jalan rayee! Huhuu ^^
Know why? Cause people coming over instead. *wees*
I MISS FATIN & TASHA.!
Mr. Z ;
I'm gonna delete you from Facebook and MSN.
I'm gonna delete your number.
I'm gonna erase all our memories.
I'm gonna erase you from my mind.
I'm gonna delete you from my life.
You didn't even give me a chance.
It's totally unfair to me.
I LOATHEYOU.!
Labels: Mr. Z
Kid
|| 2:00 AM
Cute right ? xD
Labels: love
I hope i won't
Saturday, September 18, 2010 || 9:25 PM
Hello People.!
I wanna thank Danial for the advices. Sorry cant otp w you last night.
I'm not [insert]. It's all just an act. I'm sorry [insertname].
KFP, please call me ASAP. I don't want you to think wrongly.
I have to explain to you something. My preapaid's super low. So I can't text you to call.
Tomorrow, gonna meet Apiz, Azri and Azreees Babyy. Lynn sweetie, I'm gonna be Taken.
I've got a feeling this whole week I'm gonna be taken. Sorry.
I hope I won't fall in love again. NONONO.! I can't LOVE hym! It's just an ACT!
` I'm sorry
Labels: fall for you
I totally regret
|| 2:31 AM
This isn't where I belong. I belong w MJRIANS. I shouldn't have came here. Yes, I met A FEW lovely people but not all. Teachers? They're willing to guide me through. But at MJR, all the Sec 3s are UNITED. Doesn't matter which class you're from. Express and NA are always together. We have fun together. Have the celebrations together etc. OPSS doesn't even have a celebration for Hari Raya. I mean, isn't it unfair? If any of the OPSS students wanna loathe me for loathing this school, go ahead. Cause I ain't the ONLY one who regret coming here. Some of the OPSS students regret too. I just can't feel the LOVE between friends. I mean, in OPSS, don't you guys need friends even? Don't you guys need each other? Don't you guys wanna know how it's like to be the top or bottom student? Well maybe you guys are used to living alone. I understand but, haish. It hurts a lot. MJRIANS, I miss you. )=
In fact I don't only miss the sec 3s. I miss the whole school.
(Except sec 1s cause Idk you guys that well)
I've had memories with people from different levels in MJR. I wanna have that here too but just look at how this school is. )'=
Labels: coming to OPSS
