ErlynEcstacy.

“My tears , Your fault”

That's what

Wednesday, October 27, 2010 || 2:31 AM

I'm PROMOTED to Sec 4! *yeay*

Super excited w the news! Well yesterday something happened.

Cause of that something, I didn't attend school today.

Just called KFP and glad to hear that he's fine.

My phone was confiscated by the guy who pissed me off!

Internet is all I have now to contact my bbygs and friends.

Can call them using house phone but idk their numbers. *hahah*

I'm sorry LynnHunneh I can't meet you today.

Hope the problems Gail and Joanne had yesterday was settled.

Cecilia, DON'T QUIT SCHOOL LA PLEASE!

Heard news that some of my MJRians dropped/retained. Feel sad for them. Especially Didi.

Those who retain, please don't be so stupid to quit school. -.-

I'd prefer you guys take private schooling.

Well, good luck telling your parents about your results. (=

Those who did well, you should be proud.

Those who didn't, it's not the end of the world yet.

`Senyum-senyum selalu.

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ive gotta let go of him

Friday, October 22, 2010 || 1:29 AM

Empty frames, pictures torn apart. No goodnight kisses anymore. Goodbye sweetie, now I have to go. Do remember me. You've got the whole world ahead of you. Dont waste it. I'm sorry I didnt say goodbye. I'm sorry that I made you cry. I'll make it up to you if I have the chance to. You were there for me when nothing seems to be right and when life was being unfair. You were there for me at busy hours, and at times you were asleep. You did everything you could to just be there for me. Thank you god for sending an angel. And I know, I have to give him back to you. The angel you sent me has done his part. He loved me, took care of me, be there for me. There's nothing more that I'm asking for. I realize, he has his own life. I ain't gonna be selfish. I will give him freedom. I will let go of him. I admit, it's tough. Letting go is one of the hardest challenge you gave me. I'm sorry I've hurt your angel. I promise to never hurt him again after I've let him go. He has guided me all along. I'm thankful for that. Please let him know that I love him more than he knows. )`=

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You have to

Friday, October 8, 2010 || 4:43 AM

This is the exact scene. )`;

I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. You know why? Cause whenever I hurt you, I feel even hurt. The feeling of guilt is coming back. I don't know why. It's the first time you're like this. I know you're gonna leave me soon. I just know. You didn't find me. You didn't text me. I mean, you're not as worried cause you're used to it. I know you're sick and tired of my fucking attitude. But it's just that, whenever I feel guilty, I'll think of leaving you so that I won't hurt you anymore. You keep saying that you're happy when I'm with you. But is that true? I don't know cause everyone can lie. Promises are meant to be broken. I want you. I want to be with you. But I keep hurting you. It fucking hurts me more you know. You're giving up on me. I can feel it. Hope you find a better girl. I'm sorry.

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i wish

Saturday, October 2, 2010 || 3:35 AM

Exams have starteeeeeeeeeedd.!

First paper was last Thursday, EL Paper 1&2.

Friday was MT Paper 1&2.

Monday & Tuesday no exams.

Wednesday I'm not sure what paper. Hah.

Okeyh sampai di sini saje.

Byee. (=

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IT'S 2ND OCTOBER

|| 2:51 AM

Omgggggggggggggg.!

My blog is lykee supahh DEAD! Pft.

Okeyh let's talk about yesterday.

Ejat, Ham, Atyn and KFP came to my house for rayee. Didi paitao. Hmpft.

KFP kesian. Kene lecture ngan my dad. *hahah*

Last last, Daddy likes KFP! They gossiped A LOT about me! So obvious!

Trust me, GUYS GOSSIP MORE THAN GIRLS.! :DD

` You got stuck on my head like my favourite song

You put the love on pause but it still plays on

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