ErlynEcstacy.

“My tears , Your fault”

Goodbye

Sunday, September 19, 2010 || 2:05 AM

Yessaahh.!

Taq jady jalan rayee! Huhuu ^^

Know why? Cause people coming over instead. *wees*

I MISS FATIN & TASHA.!

Mr. Z ;

I'm gonna delete you from Facebook and MSN.

I'm gonna delete your number.

I'm gonna erase all our memories.

I'm gonna erase you from my mind.

I'm gonna delete you from my life.

You didn't even give me a chance.

It's totally unfair to me.

I LOATHEYOU.!

Labels: Mr. Z

Kid

|| 2:00 AM

Cute right ? xD

Labels: love

I hope i won't

Saturday, September 18, 2010 || 9:25 PM

Hello People.!

I wanna thank Danial for the advices. Sorry cant otp w you last night.

I'm not [insert]. It's all just an act. I'm sorry [insertname].

KFP, please call me ASAP. I don't want you to think wrongly.

I have to explain to you something. My preapaid's super low. So I can't text you to call.

Tomorrow, gonna meet Apiz, Azri and Azreees Babyy. Lynn sweetie, I'm gonna be Taken.

I've got a feeling this whole week I'm gonna be taken. Sorry.

I hope I won't fall in love again. NONONO.! I can't LOVE hym! It's just an ACT!

` I'm sorry

Labels: fall for you

I totally regret

|| 2:31 AM

This isn't where I belong. I belong w MJRIANS. I shouldn't have came here. Yes, I met A FEW lovely people but not all. Teachers? They're willing to guide me through. But at MJR, all the Sec 3s are UNITED. Doesn't matter which class you're from. Express and NA are always together. We have fun together. Have the celebrations together etc. OPSS doesn't even have a celebration for Hari Raya. I mean, isn't it unfair? If any of the OPSS students wanna loathe me for loathing this school, go ahead. Cause I ain't the ONLY one who regret coming here. Some of the OPSS students regret too. I just can't feel the LOVE between friends. I mean, in OPSS, don't you guys need friends even? Don't you guys need each other? Don't you guys wanna know how it's like to be the top or bottom student? Well maybe you guys are used to living alone. I understand but, haish. It hurts a lot. MJRIANS, I miss you. )=

In fact I don't only miss the sec 3s. I miss the whole school.

(Except sec 1s cause Idk you guys that well)

I've had memories with people from different levels in MJR. I wanna have that here too but just look at how this school is. )'=

Labels: coming to OPSS

Dedicated to KFP ♥

Friday, September 17, 2010 || 10:21 PM

Ku tetap kan menunggu mu
Walau apa pun berlaku
Ku tetap kan bersama mu
Hanya waktu yang berlalu

Ku impikan dikau selalu
Hanya itu yang ku mampu
Masih terasa sentuhmu
Kapan lagi kan bertemu

Ku berjanji kan selalu
Di sampingmu walau jauh
Jauh ke hujung dunia ini
Ku tetap kan menunggu mu
Jangan bimbang jangan ragu
Kau tetap bintang hatiku
Kekal sehingga akhir hayatku
Ku tetapkan menunggu
Ku tetapkan menunggumu

Ku impikan dikau slalu
hanya itu yang ku mampu
Masih terasa sentuhmu
Kapan lagi kan bertemu

Labels: ku tetap kan menunggu mu by hady mirza

Boys,

|| 9:32 PM

To every girl who is cute not skanky
To every girl who wants to be called beautiful not hot
To every girl who gets her heart broken because he chose the whore instead
To every girl who would die to have a decent boyfriend
To every girl who will not settle for the jerk
To every girl who would just once like to be treated like a princess
To every girl who cries at night because of another heartbreak
To every girl who just wants to hold hands
To every girl who kisses him with meaning
To every girl who just wishes he cared
To every girl who would just once want a guy to give his jacket up when she is cold
To every girl who just wants him to call
To every girl who wastes her day waiting by the phone
To every girl who just wants to cuddle
To every girl who just wants to lie with him
To every girl who shows how much she cares and gets nothing back
To every girl who thought maybe this could be the one
To every girl who believes in her dreams
To every girl who would do anything so she could achieve those dreams
To every girl who laughs at stupid stuff when she actually doesnt think it is funny
To every girl who wants words backed up with actions
To every girl who fell for all the lies only to find herself alone in the end
To every girl who gave her heart away to have it shoved back in her face
To every girl who will spend her whole day looking for the perfect birthday present for you
To every girl who has been cheated on because she is not a whore who gives it up to any guy
To every girl who is just looking for that one and only and is having a rough time along the way
To every girl who does not want a guy who just plays with her emotions but actually cares about how she feels
To every girl who is scared to put her heart out there again because she has been hurt so many times or so badly

Labels: we've been hurt enough

|| 9:19 PM

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else.
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself.
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart.
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart.

Labels: iloveyou

|| 8:56 PM

Alamaaaak.!

Lazy to update la. Pft.

For the past whole week, I'll just tell you who I spent time w kay? (=

My life feat. Lynn, Casey, Cecilia, Aidel, Zuhairi, Ham, Anggok, Apiz, Ayiee.

That's all I can remember. ^^

Really sorry if I missed out your name.!

So today going jalan raye again. Haish. Super tiring. -.-

Dont know why I keep repeating his [insert] whenever I'm online. :D

Next Tuesday I'm meeting KFP. So Lynn baby, I'm TAKEN on that day!

Gotta tell her earlier before she thinks that I paitao her. (x

Ok done.

Bye.!

Labels: It isn't a simple crush afterall

Wednesday, September 8, 2010 || 11:52 PM

I can honestly say you've been on my mind since I woke up today. I look at your photograph all the time. These memories come back to life. I woke up this morning and played our song. And then my tears sang along. I picked up the phone and then put it down. Cause I know I'm wasting my time. Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up with your ringtone. I hesitate but answer it anyway. You sound so alone and I'm surprised to hear you say you remember when we kissed. You still feel it on your lips. You remember the simple things. We talked till we cried. You said that your biggest regret, the one thing you wish I'd forget, is saying Goodbye.

Labels: goodbye.

|| 11:17 PM

Afternoon everyone.!

Ohh qosh I look so fat in the picture! O.O

Boys nowadays keep hurtinq qirls. So stead nqn robot pn jady la ehh. xD

Ok, let's post about yesterday.

So yesterday, I was late for Chem lesson cause I can't find my damn skirt!

So, attended the full of Maths lesson instead. After that, didn't go for F&N cause of [insert].

Then, slacked w Lynn, Shawn and JianYuan at McD. Studied w them.

After that met KFP. Lynn baby, I'm really so sorry. I'll spend the day w you next time alright?

Actually I was supposed to meet Ipin but then, skaly skale paitao ape slh nye kann? xD

Ain't interested to meet him anyway.

Then, watched Step Up 3 w KFP. The rest of it you guys don't need to know. (=

Then, homesweethome. Planned to otp w KFP but I fell asleep. (x

Bibik talked to Ipin and it was freakinq funny! Ok, don't need to elaborate on that here. *hee*

Today, going to Daddy's house at Eunos. And yeayy!

Tomorrow da Raye! Huhuu ^^

Selamat hari rayee to all the Muslims out there.

And sorry if Erlyn ade tersalah ckp or make you guys angry or what kay?

Sorry if I ever hurt your feelings or upset you.

Hope that I'll be forgiven. (x

And to Ejat, Apizz, Apiz, Azhar, I'M SORRY.

To all my exs that have been dumped or played by me, I'M SORRY.

To all my bbyqs that I've fought w in the past, I'M SORRY.

To all those whom I don't entertain that much, I'M SORRY.

To all those on MSN, I'M SORRY if I keep replying you guys late. *haha*

Ok, did I missed out anybody? To everyone, I'm just sorry if I've done anything wrong. (=

Have fun collecting duit raye! :DD

Labels: Celamat Hari Rayee :D

Monday, September 6, 2010 || 9:35 PM

I'm staying at home.! *hee*

Lazy to go out la seyy. Now I'm like so obsessed w FB.

Ohh and I gotta know that Ian is at Woodlands/Marsiling. *heh*

Good thing I didn't go out or else I'd see hym. Phew!

Currently active again in MSN.! CHAT W ME PEOPLE! *hahah*

Labels: bored

|| 8:54 PM

Afternoon everyone.!

See that picture above? Lynn took it.

Smart right that girl! She only took the bottom part of our body.

Can't even see our faces. *haha*

Ok so today I'm like super lazy to go out.

Many people wanna slack w me but too bad la kann, I'm lazy. ^^

And let me tell you guys about my dream last night.

IT WAS FUCKING UNEXPECTED.!

I dreamt that my crush, 'A', LOVES ME! *haha*

And we kinda made out in my dream. Ohh how I wish that dream was true~

Maybe I was too tired. That's why I had such a wonderfull dream. *teehee*

And in my dream, he hugged me! If that was real, I would have already fainted. xD

Ok, continue later.

TTFN.!

Labels: What a wonderful dream

|| 7:29 AM

Good evening people.!

Well, just now went to Vivo + Esplanade with Bbygs; LYNN & Casey. :D

You can't imagine the FUN we had! It was really unforgettable!

Pictures will be uploaded as soon as LYNN isn't pissed off anymore. *haha*

Lynn, 2 HOT uhh. And also 2 REGRETS uhh. *I know you know* :DD

Casey, CHILL.!

At Khatib MRT, met Ichaa. Ohh gosh IMISSHER!

And again she asked me about going out on the 17th when Ham already asked me many times.

As long as [insertname]'s going, I don't wanna go.!

Then at Marsiling, around my house area, met Shahidir.

No actually we just walk pass each other. Don't think he recognize me. *heh*

Then otp-ed w Zuhairi. (=

And now chatting w hym on FB. Hee ^^

Ok that's all for now.

Bye.!

Labels: I love my bbygs

Sunday, September 5, 2010 || 5:52 AM

Dear [insertname] ,

I thouqht you felt the same as me ,

you smiled , touched my arm , stood up for me .

My spirits were lifted .

This was the first time anyone did this .

For a time , I felt beautiful ,

because you made me .

I never wanted to leave your side ,

afraid I would lose you .

But then the reality hit ,

you never felt the same .

I had been floatinq on a fake cloud .

You trampled the most fraqile thinq on my body ,

and you didn't even know it .

Labels: You took away a part of me.

Thursday, September 2, 2010 || 9:18 AM

Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold, my life just hasn't been the same. When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go I just broke down. Baby, if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice. Cause the feeling that I feel within no other man would ever make me feel so right. It's nice to smile when I get your phone call at night but I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me. I miss the way you hold me tight. I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch. I never thought that I could ever love a man so much. I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny. For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything. That's right baby I'm going crazy. I need to be your lady. I've been thinking lately. That you and me, yes we can make it. Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel. From the moment that I met you it's been so damn real. My heart seems to skip another beat every time we speak. I can't believe I feel so weak. Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me and you love me and I'm your lady. I'll be around waiting for you. I'll put it down, be the woman for you. I'm falling so deep for you. Crazy over for you. I'm calling out to you. What am I gonna do? It's true, no fronting. It's you and no other. I can no longer go on without you. I'll just break down.

Labels: That's riqht baby

Wednesday, September 1, 2010 || 7:04 AM

Anyone knows how to play the guitar .?
I need someone to figure out the chords for me.
I've got the tune and the lyrics but I don't know how to play the guitar.
I can sing for you if I have to. ^^
Lyrics are written below.

Verse 1 :
You left her and went with me
I was so thankful to have you baby
We shared our times
We shared our moments
Ohh we were so free

Chorus :
No one could tear us apart
No one disagreed
All we need is our hearts
We had all we need
Yeah Ohh

Three years together , Three years apart
Deep inside our hearts
We still love , We still care
Then I disappeared
I'm sorry baby
Please forgive me
I didn't mean
To leave you

Verse 2 :
Now I've found you , it's like a dream
A fantasy , A fairytale
Unexpected , Irreplaceable
You mean a lot to me

Bridge :
Now I'm waiting
Waiting for your return
In my heart
Come in quick just knock and say
That you love me
Love me

Done. Explanation? Ok here goes.

So, this guy named Aidel, I've known him when I entered NBPS in P5. We became lovers and yea, as mentioned in the first verse, we had so much memories together. Then I left, I trasnfered school. We lost contact all cause of me. Then, in July this year, I came back. I entered his school which is my current school, OPSS. It was really unexpected. It's like, omg it's a dream come true. But then, after I finished writing this song, I realized that he's not the old Aidel. He's changed. I don't know him anymore. Sad right.? Hahah. (=

Labels: Love Story.

|| 1:37 AM

Hey Readers .!

I know I didn't update my old blog for a very long time.

So I created a new one instead. (Link Me!)

Cause everytime I look at my old blog, I don't feel like blogging. >.<

Okeyh, let me start my first post with what happened yesterday. (=

Yesterday we didn't have lessons. Just the Teachers' Day Celebration. It was SUPERB!

The performance all inspired me. The best was Aqid's performance.

It was a very entertaining one. Should learn from him about that. ^^

After school, went to NVPS. Didn't go to EPS cause it's like sooo far away~

Went there w Ian. Got back some old memories there. Hahah.

Ian seems to know more about what happened to me in P1 & P2. xD

Then, slackslackslack and homesweethome. :D

Basically, that's all.

I'll try my best to update as daily as possible kay ?

Much loves ♥

Labels: New blog